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Meh
Sigh. This day is crappy.
Overslept. Been freezing my ass off the last three nights. I sleep in a proper long-sleeved pajamas and have THREE friggin' layers of blankets! Still cold. And when I finally got up and stumbled to the bathroom, I hit my foot and got dizzy. What's up with that!? I must've hit a nerve or something annoying.
Then, later, Mother came home from work and yelled at me for not walking the dog earlier. Was I supposed to?!?!?!
Then I remembered that she went out with her earlier this morning than she usually does. Meaning I shoudl've walked her earlier.. during my... "shift" or whatever. I explained the situation, apologized profusely, and said I'd walk her as soon as I'd finished my HALF FULL CUP of cappuccino. That'd only take like TWO minutes and it'd spare me the trouble of leaving half and then making new when I got home.
I was planning on taking about a 30 minute walk, so I didn't really want to re-heat it after that time.
But before those two minutes were up she came into my room and yelled at me AGAIN! ARGH! FRUSTRATION! I know I'm the bad-guy, but hey...! I admitted my mistake and I'm only human. I made a mistake, ALRIGHT!? And I'm GOING in ONE minute! AARRRGH! And I'd like to believe that if she needed to be walked THAT badly, she would've let me know. Because she has before.
After that I took over an hour walk with Bell, because dflkgdlkgjdflk had to get out. Besides, I'm sure she needed the exercise.
Little longer than I planned but very awesome. It was warm and nice outside, and that was the best part of the day. Walking her usually is.
I knew having a dog would be so good for me.
The other day I took a TWO HOUR walk to some distant place I've never been before. And the main road led into some weird forest! I have no idea why there are so many forest patches here. I mean I live right in a cluster of houses! These woods can't be big. Lol. But they feel big when you're in them. Because of course I was. Haha! I can't help it. I'm a curious explorer.
"We're explorerssssssssssssssssss"
Lol Entity. I haven't watched SG-1 in a while.
Then I get home, all warm, and I have a shower. And then I clean the floors real quick like I promised I would today and while I'm doing that... Mother appears suddenly and starts giving me a stern talk about how it won't work if I'm going to do this all the time. Then we won't keep the dog. AND I'M LIKE JESUS FUCKING LORD, WOMAN, I MADE A MISTAKE AND THE DOG SURVIVED AND I WALKED HER FOR OVER AN HOUR AND I'VE WALKED HER EVERY SINGLE DAY BEFORE, APART FROM WHEN YOU ASKED TO WALK HER, AND I DIDN'T EVEN HESITATE OR ASK YOU FOR HELP WHEN I HAD A HEADACHE, WHICH YOU KNEW, AND IT WAS POURING OUTSIDE BECAUSE - ARRRGH - I'VE BEEN TRYING SO HARD TO PROVE THAT I WILL DO WHATEVER, WHENEVER, IT TAKES! Just like I said I would. Does all that go away because I was two hours late this one day?
In her "nice" little talk she mentioned that it won't work out if I'm going to be all lazy!
That's when I kind of just dropped everything I was doing and stomped off to my room. I wasn't LAZY! Jesus God! And I yelled at her that "I FORGOT, OK!? IT WASN'T LAZINESS! I EFFED UP, AND EXPLAINED THAT! I said I was sorry, I said I'd make SURE it won't even happen again!"
Isn't it enough that she yells at me TWICE!?
Must she then tell me off a third time?
I sure hope she's having a bad day as well, because that would explain it. Otherwise I have no idea...
I thought I did good with the calm explanation and the honest-to-god apology I gave her. I understand that I did wrong *eye twitch* but can't we meet halfway and be all...
"BAD U!!1!!!eleven!!!!1!!!"
"me knowz D: I fail fail fail fail *emoemo*"
">:("
":'( sorries u can haz."
"..."
"..."
"Fine. Just don't let it happen again, OK?"
But noooooo!
Edit:
Lol. Mother and I just made up. She came to my room and called me a stupid angry brat ;) And I stuck my tongue out at her and called her stupid, and she said she loves me even though I am stupid and angry. :p And I grinned and said "I sure hope so!"
Then we chatted a bit, and Bell came and wanted to cuddle, and then we discussed dinner.
That's how retarded we are ;p
When I was out walking Bell the line "...in a division called fringe science" popped into my head and it made me smile. Yay, Fringe! I miss Fringe a little bit. I can't wait for season two.
I'm even more excited about Sanctuary season two. I keep forgetting that Shanksy is going to be in it. Seriously. How can I forget such a thing? I usually remember every detail from the moment I read it and then I go around waiting, drooling, for the premier months in advance. But now? I forget it ALL the time! And EVERY time I remember it, I die. DIE! DIE DIE DEATH! I think that's why I forget. My brain is suppressing it to protect itself.
Dollhouse gives me a major happy, too! Not to talk about Supernatural and... and... Every show ever! I am so happy. Fall comes bearing shows :D Hurrah for new premiers!
I'm even trying SGU out. I know many are sceptical... But the GateWorld podcast has made some good points. So I'm trying it out. And just because of Shanksy. LOL!
God, and I have so much podcast to catch up with. I'm still on 30, and they're on... Like, 53 last I checked? So probably more like 60 now.
Oh, shows, I miss you!
It's so nice to be able to dive into all of those universes.
I can put on some SG-1 and suddenly I'm walking around in the SGC with them. And I'm In the dollhouse.
In the lab with Walter and everybody, doing morbid science. Hunting demons with Sam and Dean.
I'm there.
:D I love imagination! I love watching TV shows, lol.
Currently watching Space Above and Beyond. The credits/theme music still gives me chills. I so distinctly remember watching that show when I was a kid. Makes me squee.
Okay, okay, I'm done.
Thanks.
DFTBA
Mac
Overslept. Been freezing my ass off the last three nights. I sleep in a proper long-sleeved pajamas and have THREE friggin' layers of blankets! Still cold. And when I finally got up and stumbled to the bathroom, I hit my foot and got dizzy. What's up with that!? I must've hit a nerve or something annoying.
Then, later, Mother came home from work and yelled at me for not walking the dog earlier. Was I supposed to?!?!?!
Then I remembered that she went out with her earlier this morning than she usually does. Meaning I shoudl've walked her earlier.. during my... "shift" or whatever. I explained the situation, apologized profusely, and said I'd walk her as soon as I'd finished my HALF FULL CUP of cappuccino. That'd only take like TWO minutes and it'd spare me the trouble of leaving half and then making new when I got home.
I was planning on taking about a 30 minute walk, so I didn't really want to re-heat it after that time.
But before those two minutes were up she came into my room and yelled at me AGAIN! ARGH! FRUSTRATION! I know I'm the bad-guy, but hey...! I admitted my mistake and I'm only human. I made a mistake, ALRIGHT!? And I'm GOING in ONE minute! AARRRGH! And I'd like to believe that if she needed to be walked THAT badly, she would've let me know. Because she has before.
After that I took over an hour walk with Bell, because dflkgdlkgjdflk had to get out. Besides, I'm sure she needed the exercise.
Little longer than I planned but very awesome. It was warm and nice outside, and that was the best part of the day. Walking her usually is.
I knew having a dog would be so good for me.
The other day I took a TWO HOUR walk to some distant place I've never been before. And the main road led into some weird forest! I have no idea why there are so many forest patches here. I mean I live right in a cluster of houses! These woods can't be big. Lol. But they feel big when you're in them. Because of course I was. Haha! I can't help it. I'm a curious explorer.
"We're explorerssssssssssssssssss"
Lol Entity. I haven't watched SG-1 in a while.
Then I get home, all warm, and I have a shower. And then I clean the floors real quick like I promised I would today and while I'm doing that... Mother appears suddenly and starts giving me a stern talk about how it won't work if I'm going to do this all the time. Then we won't keep the dog. AND I'M LIKE JESUS FUCKING LORD, WOMAN, I MADE A MISTAKE AND THE DOG SURVIVED AND I WALKED HER FOR OVER AN HOUR AND I'VE WALKED HER EVERY SINGLE DAY BEFORE, APART FROM WHEN YOU ASKED TO WALK HER, AND I DIDN'T EVEN HESITATE OR ASK YOU FOR HELP WHEN I HAD A HEADACHE, WHICH YOU KNEW, AND IT WAS POURING OUTSIDE BECAUSE - ARRRGH - I'VE BEEN TRYING SO HARD TO PROVE THAT I WILL DO WHATEVER, WHENEVER, IT TAKES! Just like I said I would. Does all that go away because I was two hours late this one day?
In her "nice" little talk she mentioned that it won't work out if I'm going to be all lazy!
That's when I kind of just dropped everything I was doing and stomped off to my room. I wasn't LAZY! Jesus God! And I yelled at her that "I FORGOT, OK!? IT WASN'T LAZINESS! I EFFED UP, AND EXPLAINED THAT! I said I was sorry, I said I'd make SURE it won't even happen again!"
Isn't it enough that she yells at me TWICE!?
Must she then tell me off a third time?
I sure hope she's having a bad day as well, because that would explain it. Otherwise I have no idea...
I thought I did good with the calm explanation and the honest-to-god apology I gave her. I understand that I did wrong *eye twitch* but can't we meet halfway and be all...
"BAD U!!1!!!eleven!!!!1!!!"
"me knowz D: I fail fail fail fail *emoemo*"
">:("
":'( sorries u can haz."
"..."
"..."
"Fine. Just don't let it happen again, OK?"
But noooooo!
Edit:
Lol. Mother and I just made up. She came to my room and called me a stupid angry brat ;) And I stuck my tongue out at her and called her stupid, and she said she loves me even though I am stupid and angry. :p And I grinned and said "I sure hope so!"
Then we chatted a bit, and Bell came and wanted to cuddle, and then we discussed dinner.
That's how retarded we are ;p
When I was out walking Bell the line "...in a division called fringe science" popped into my head and it made me smile. Yay, Fringe! I miss Fringe a little bit. I can't wait for season two.
I'm even more excited about Sanctuary season two. I keep forgetting that Shanksy is going to be in it. Seriously. How can I forget such a thing? I usually remember every detail from the moment I read it and then I go around waiting, drooling, for the premier months in advance. But now? I forget it ALL the time! And EVERY time I remember it, I die. DIE! DIE DIE DEATH! I think that's why I forget. My brain is suppressing it to protect itself.
Dollhouse gives me a major happy, too! Not to talk about Supernatural and... and... Every show ever! I am so happy. Fall comes bearing shows :D Hurrah for new premiers!
I'm even trying SGU out. I know many are sceptical... But the GateWorld podcast has made some good points. So I'm trying it out. And just because of Shanksy. LOL!
God, and I have so much podcast to catch up with. I'm still on 30, and they're on... Like, 53 last I checked? So probably more like 60 now.
Oh, shows, I miss you!
It's so nice to be able to dive into all of those universes.
I can put on some SG-1 and suddenly I'm walking around in the SGC with them. And I'm In the dollhouse.
In the lab with Walter and everybody, doing morbid science. Hunting demons with Sam and Dean.
I'm there.
:D I love imagination! I love watching TV shows, lol.
Currently watching Space Above and Beyond. The credits/theme music still gives me chills. I so distinctly remember watching that show when I was a kid. Makes me squee.
Okay, okay, I'm done.
Thanks.
DFTBA
Mac