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T__T
Oh, holy Jesus, I haven't cried that hard in years.
I am a complete crybaby and I cry all the time when I watch my shows, and certain movies, because I get way too emotionally invested in them. (It's that mental illness lurking about again, if you remember me mentioning that. Yes, yes, it might not be an official diagnosis. But I'm clearly insane, as I am sure you agree.)
I just BAWLED my eyes out!
There's a movie I watched on TV when I was much younger... I can't have been older than 15, because I remember certain things about that time. It can't have been later than that. I was most likely thirteen or fourteen.
It's called 'The Love Letter' and it's this amazing (Oh, that word again...) movie from 1998.
Just an insignificant little movie you'd probably never even look twice at if you saw the cover.
I've always wanted to watch it again because it really stuck with me all this time. I didn't quite know how though. I told a friend of mine about this years ago, but he said it'd pretty much be impossible to find it online to download. Which... yeah, it probably was back then. I mean, the movie itself wasn't especially famous (from what I know?), and it has a really unoriginal title...
But behold! Years, and years later I think of it again and with my awesome googling skillz - I found it!
And for some reason, up until now, I never got around to watching it even though I've had it on my external hard-drive for months. Aaand for some even stranger reason... A friend convinced me of watching it tonight.
I was in the mood to watch it, indeed, but figured a movie would be too long to watch at that time a night. (It was around one o'clock.)
But in the end he convinced me to let fate decide (Lol! Awesome!) and by pure chance it told me to watch the movie and not the next episode of Space Above & Beyond, like I would've done otherwise.
So I watched the movie.
BWAAAAH!
It is one of my favorite movies from now on. It conveyed such strong emotion and depth! GAH!
It killed me.
I knew that it would - knowing me, you know, which I do... being me and all - and I could also guess from the little bits I remembered from when I watched it before. But I had no idea it would affect me this severely.
Good lord... It was so amazing!
Holy crap, holy crap...!
It is now twenty past four in the morning and Jesus Christ should I be sleeping, or what!
Tonight - though - I am going to sleep SO WELL! Mmm. I feel good. Happy.
No, not happy. Well, that, too. But... Content. And...
Just...
Peaceful.
DFTBA
Mac
I am a complete crybaby and I cry all the time when I watch my shows, and certain movies, because I get way too emotionally invested in them. (It's that mental illness lurking about again, if you remember me mentioning that. Yes, yes, it might not be an official diagnosis. But I'm clearly insane, as I am sure you agree.)
I just BAWLED my eyes out!
There's a movie I watched on TV when I was much younger... I can't have been older than 15, because I remember certain things about that time. It can't have been later than that. I was most likely thirteen or fourteen.
It's called 'The Love Letter' and it's this amazing (Oh, that word again...) movie from 1998.
Just an insignificant little movie you'd probably never even look twice at if you saw the cover.
I've always wanted to watch it again because it really stuck with me all this time. I didn't quite know how though. I told a friend of mine about this years ago, but he said it'd pretty much be impossible to find it online to download. Which... yeah, it probably was back then. I mean, the movie itself wasn't especially famous (from what I know?), and it has a really unoriginal title...
But behold! Years, and years later I think of it again and with my awesome googling skillz - I found it!
And for some reason, up until now, I never got around to watching it even though I've had it on my external hard-drive for months. Aaand for some even stranger reason... A friend convinced me of watching it tonight.
I was in the mood to watch it, indeed, but figured a movie would be too long to watch at that time a night. (It was around one o'clock.)
But in the end he convinced me to let fate decide (Lol! Awesome!) and by pure chance it told me to watch the movie and not the next episode of Space Above & Beyond, like I would've done otherwise.
So I watched the movie.
BWAAAAH!
It is one of my favorite movies from now on. It conveyed such strong emotion and depth! GAH!
It killed me.
I knew that it would - knowing me, you know, which I do... being me and all - and I could also guess from the little bits I remembered from when I watched it before. But I had no idea it would affect me this severely.
Good lord... It was so amazing!
Holy crap, holy crap...!
It is now twenty past four in the morning and Jesus Christ should I be sleeping, or what!
Tonight - though - I am going to sleep SO WELL! Mmm. I feel good. Happy.
No, not happy. Well, that, too. But... Content. And...
Just...
Peaceful.
DFTBA
Mac