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I'm taking a break from LJ. I'm taking a break from most things. Well, mostly YouTube and LJ. Because checking everything all the time stresses me out, and it all feels like a have to.
Sorry, I won't be commenting or posting for a while. Feel free to flist cut me if you wish. Now or later. Doesn't matter.
Today I was freaking out because it was really warm and bright outside and I felt like I HAD TO go outside and enjoy it! Then I realized I didn't have to, but I should. And I talked myself calm, and as it started getting dark I went outside and enjoyed a walk with my dog.
That felt really nice.
Things are better for me, FYI. In a way. Some things are better, others are the same, and some stuff that hasn't been bothering me for a while has returned. Dunno.
But I'm very proud of myself for the walk, and the chores I did at home.
I wanted to post that. I accomplished something, and I'm awesome. Just for today.
If anyone wants to go ice skating with me, let me know.
'Kay.
DFTBA
Mac
Sorry, I won't be commenting or posting for a while. Feel free to flist cut me if you wish. Now or later. Doesn't matter.
Today I was freaking out because it was really warm and bright outside and I felt like I HAD TO go outside and enjoy it! Then I realized I didn't have to, but I should. And I talked myself calm, and as it started getting dark I went outside and enjoyed a walk with my dog.
That felt really nice.
Things are better for me, FYI. In a way. Some things are better, others are the same, and some stuff that hasn't been bothering me for a while has returned. Dunno.
But I'm very proud of myself for the walk, and the chores I did at home.
I wanted to post that. I accomplished something, and I'm awesome. Just for today.
If anyone wants to go ice skating with me, let me know.
'Kay.
DFTBA
Mac
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Probably a good thing to take a break. Do come back though, will you?
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And I will post videos occasionally. I'm only staying away from my subscription page. There's too much there. Plus YouTube lags on my computer.
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Wasn't like riding a bike, though. I could hardly stand up!