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Been a while.
I've just been sitting around, doing nerdy things, walking my dog, and watching shows.
Like I always do.
Now I want to whine.
Why can I never go out alone? I lack motivation. I need a little push. I never go out alone. I always plan to, since it's either that or staying inside 24/7 basically. Well, if it were summer I would.
At the end of last summer I went on a 2.5 hour walk. It was amazing! But now... Sure, it's not 20 below or anything. Only 5C below today. That's crazy warm! But... It's so boring on your own. And hard(er) to walk in all the snow (for me/ than it is during summer), wearing those three layers of clothes, and blah blah blah. And no purpose. Just walking and walking. Sure that's nice, too. But eh.
Boring, boring.
Mother's not interested in going out either, so I am so bored. I'd like to.... DO something. Go somewhere, do something. Not just... walk around. Although at least that'd be better than sitting in front of my computer all day.
I guess I will go for a walk soon. Since Bell needs to be walked anyway. That'll probably make me feel better. Once I get out there...
Bleh. I need to get more friends living close to me. I have three in the same town, but we don't meet very often. And then my closest friend lives an hour away. ... Hello, Q xp
It'd be nice if I could just call people and go "Yo, whatcha doing? Want to hang out?" and then we make some sort of plans. To do anything.
My sister did that all the time. She had a bunch of friends and she'd always call one when she was bored and be all "Heya, what are you doing? Oh, you're in town at that café with her and her? Cool, I'll come around!" and whatever they were doing/not doing, they'd meet up all spontaneously. Meh xp jealous.
For me it's all "Shall we meet in two weeks from then to then and do this and this?"
When people live far away you need to make plans.
Okay, I'm done whining. Going to get off my ass and take that walk. I'm sure I'll feel better then.
Everything's nice and dandy apart from that. So yeah. All good.
DFTBA
Mac
I've just been sitting around, doing nerdy things, walking my dog, and watching shows.
Like I always do.
Now I want to whine.
Why can I never go out alone? I lack motivation. I need a little push. I never go out alone. I always plan to, since it's either that or staying inside 24/7 basically. Well, if it were summer I would.
At the end of last summer I went on a 2.5 hour walk. It was amazing! But now... Sure, it's not 20 below or anything. Only 5C below today. That's crazy warm! But... It's so boring on your own. And hard(er) to walk in all the snow (for me/ than it is during summer), wearing those three layers of clothes, and blah blah blah. And no purpose. Just walking and walking. Sure that's nice, too. But eh.
Boring, boring.
Mother's not interested in going out either, so I am so bored. I'd like to.... DO something. Go somewhere, do something. Not just... walk around. Although at least that'd be better than sitting in front of my computer all day.
I guess I will go for a walk soon. Since Bell needs to be walked anyway. That'll probably make me feel better. Once I get out there...
Bleh. I need to get more friends living close to me. I have three in the same town, but we don't meet very often. And then my closest friend lives an hour away. ... Hello, Q xp
It'd be nice if I could just call people and go "Yo, whatcha doing? Want to hang out?" and then we make some sort of plans. To do anything.
My sister did that all the time. She had a bunch of friends and she'd always call one when she was bored and be all "Heya, what are you doing? Oh, you're in town at that café with her and her? Cool, I'll come around!" and whatever they were doing/not doing, they'd meet up all spontaneously. Meh xp jealous.
For me it's all "Shall we meet in two weeks from then to then and do this and this?"
When people live far away you need to make plans.
Okay, I'm done whining. Going to get off my ass and take that walk. I'm sure I'll feel better then.
Everything's nice and dandy apart from that. So yeah. All good.
DFTBA
Mac
