Stress

I'm not sure it's stress, re: subject word, but it's something.

For starters I went to bed at half past three. Yes, in the morning. I woke up at one o'clock. That's not really helping. I had a shower, and I feel exhausted. I just want to have some breakfast and clear this sinking feeling from my chest. But I have offline messages to reply to, and friends to call. I have to do it eventually, so I  might as well now.

A friend called me at twenty to seven this morning. Thankfully I've started to sleep with the sound off. She left a voice mail and was extremely happy about the snow, and her life. I think that's when it began.
How can people be so happy in this world? I'm not. Oh, well.

Before I went to bed I saw it snow. So far I've been the first one to see it, but (not that it matters) I don't have any proof... because my tweet wasn't posted last night. I knew I should've posted it online and not from my phone.

They're all posting blogs and tweets and pictures and they're so excited. The moment I saw it myself my heart sank. Sigh. Cold, inconvenient, slippery. I'm happy for the children, though? Most enjoy snow. I don't. It's pretty, but, eh.

And I wanted to find some new icons and post some stuff, and it's already past two and I should do it sooner rather than later! But I still feel all BLEH from waking up, and feeling weird, and just...
WHY DID I SLEEP SO LATE? WHY CAN'T I SLEEP LIKE A NORMAL PERSON!?

I should write to people, write posts, find icons, organize my old LJ entries and tags, clean the apartment because frejasanne is coming over tomorrow, and walk the dog, call people, eat breakfast, take it easy, dry my hair -  AND IT FEELS LIKE I HAVE TO DO IT ALL AT THE SAME TIME NOW AT ONCE!!

Why do I always feel like this?
Stupid sleeping habits, stupid feelings.

Okay, I'm going to sign off and ignore stuff. I'm good at that. I'll have some tea and breakfast and that'll probably make me feel better. I think I need some food/energy. I will calm down, and THEN I will start :)

  DFTBA
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