Sometimes even if you care about something you have to quit because you realize that on some level it is the best thing for you. Because, hey, all of us are allowed to be a little selfish once or twice. Just to be sure that we don't give up completely and decides that a crazy murdering spree sounds like an awesome idea.
You should put your own feelings first in this case, your situation is more important in this case and you should do what you think will help you feel better about the situation.
I am not telling you to quit, or what you should do at all because it is your decision in the end, and should always be your own choice (Team Free Will you know. ;p). I do know what it is like to quit something that you still care about but not get the same enjoyment out of, I know what it is like to quit something that's been part of your life for so long and I know what it's like to be completely confused as to what you are going to do with your life without that thing that's been part of your life for so long but it is always possible to replace it with something else. You have other interests, maybe you could come up with something else to organize? I don't know. I just know that in the end it is up to you and that sometimes you just have to take that step to make it better for you.
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Date: 2010-03-15 05:15 pm (UTC)You should put your own feelings first in this case, your situation is more important in this case and you should do what you think will help you feel better about the situation.
I am not telling you to quit, or what you should do at all because it is your decision in the end, and should always be your own choice (Team Free Will you know. ;p). I do know what it is like to quit something that you still care about but not get the same enjoyment out of, I know what it is like to quit something that's been part of your life for so long and I know what it's like to be completely confused as to what you are going to do with your life without that thing that's been part of your life for so long but it is always possible to replace it with something else. You have other interests, maybe you could come up with something else to organize? I don't know. I just know that in the end it is up to you and that sometimes you just have to take that step to make it better for you.