God, your reply touched me. It really did, because this means so much to me. And what you write is so true. I don't know... I feel so lost. This HAS... and IS a huge part of my life. Ever since I was a teenager I've been going to EVERY event, and I've been involved in this for so long. I joined the board last fall and I've been SUPER involved for over a year. It's killing me. Because I still care. So I want to stay and help, yet I want to quit.
I have started the process by emailing a person in charge, sort of, and told him my thoughts and feelings to get some feedback. I am thinking perhaps I could stay as a ledamot, if nothing else. If that doesn't work out, I am quitting. I might quit completely either way. We shall see.
I am so glad you understand what I'm going through, and I lol'd because you root for Team Free Will ;) <3
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Date: 2010-03-15 07:23 pm (UTC)And what you write is so true. I don't know... I feel so lost. This HAS... and IS a huge part of my life. Ever since I was a teenager I've been going to EVERY event, and I've been involved in this for so long. I joined the board last fall and I've been SUPER involved for over a year. It's killing me. Because I still care. So I want to stay and help, yet I want to quit.
I have started the process by emailing a person in charge, sort of, and told him my thoughts and feelings to get some feedback. I am thinking perhaps I could stay as a ledamot, if nothing else. If that doesn't work out, I am quitting. I might quit completely either way. We shall see.
I am so glad you understand what I'm going through, and I lol'd because you root for Team Free Will ;) <3